A Wish/Prayer

My sisters got into another fist fight about ten minutes ago. Why do I always end up in the middle of their bullshit? So, there I was, fists swinging towards me as I tried to pull and push them away from eachother. I can't stand the drama that goes on in this house. Oh, God, please!! Help me pass Chemistry this semester, so I could transfer and get the fuck out of here!! Sigh. I wonder if he/she heard me.

Gogol Bordello - Pala Tute

This song is a fucken ear worm! LOL! It won't get out of my head! :)

Nothing's Left (Poem)

Keep knock knocking,
it'll soon be over,
there is nothing left for me to give,
selfish prick.
Come on! Stop stomping,
my heart is nothing,
you gave me all away,
that was quick.

By: Brandy Ruiz

Straight Curls

Every morning,
6 am,
460 degrees,
curls are silk.
This isn't me!
Can you tell?
I hope not.

By: Brandy Ruiz

Follow The Leader

I was on campus the other day and saw these helicopters flying really low. They were so loud. I thought it was cool, so I took a picture as they left campus. I have no idea what that triangle on the far right is.

I Don't Have A Name For It

I sketched this the other day. This is actually the first thing I've drawn, and that I consider "cool", since highschool. I don't have a name for it. Any suggestions? 

Best of Moods

I'm in the best of moods right now. Thinking about him puts a big smile on my face. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I see him. My heart races when we touch. Is this what falling in love feels like?

Yesterday, we were hanging out for about six hours. He was helping me memorize the elements of the Periodic Table for my Chemistry quiz on Monday. We talked for a surprisingly long time. He mostly sits there, looking at me. I wanted to get inside his head this time, so I started asking him all sorts of questions. I want to know everything about him. I also like hearing him speak. He sounds so serious and business-like.

Anyway, I trip out on how fast time seems to go by! We can spend hours with each other and it only feel like a few minutes. He said, "...we affect time and space". LOL! He's such a dork. Ah, I love when he touches and squeezes me. I know my kisses turn him on as much as he turns me on. It's such a relief to know that I have a partner that is open minded and respectful of my wishes. I can't wait to spend all day with him tomorrow. I'm sure we are both going to have a great time. <3

I've Been A Busy Bee

Whoa! I went from posting everyday to only blogging once a week. I've been occupied. I spend most of my time studying in the campus library. I'm taking a full load of courses, but you all knew that already. Chemistry is kicking my ass! I need to focus more on that class, as Berkeley requires me to complete it for spring transfer. I still need to apply for Cal housing. But first, I need to come up with some money. That's going to be a challenge, since I'm not working for FACE anymore. It's a long story. Anyway, OMG! I love having a boyfriend! It's so much fun getting to know him. Opening up to another person is scary, because you don't how they're going to react, but that's also the exciting part. LOL!

The Plan

It's the third day of the fall semester and so far so good. I am very excited about my Sociology and Social Psychology courses. If you didn't know, I'm into that stuff. This semester is going to be a blast! It's my last semester at West L.A. College. Why? Because I will be attending UC Berkeley in the spring!! I know, I mention that a lot, but I just can't help it! I can't wait to leave Los Angeles. I want to experience another way of life and enjoy the company of other people. Though, I'm going to miss my boyfriend. <3 :(

Alright, so I need to make a plan. Hmmm, what do I want to do? Okay, let's see... I want to spend as much time with my boyfriend as possible. Ace all my courses. Make new friends. Stay on a transfer path, which means, I must get organized and follow all the UC Berkeley transfer deadlines. This sounds like a good plan, huh? What do you think? :)