CA Lottery

The Lottery has been FUing me. I need more money too; I see the sun! Literally, I made a poster board of Lottery tickets. It's just blue. Needle and a thread, it take my hope away. In fact, it's encouraging and demanding, like I have a husband. I also drew a flower art straight line piece I colored with washable crayons. I'm a genius, thus far. It was only composed this morning. What will I say then?

I Made My Appointment

I have to call the doctor,

because I'm insane. (I did)

She has to get rich quick

and I stay in my same lane,
She has to get good
for all the smashing and crashing,
I got to get an ear full of updates and latest medical
networking,
I got to check my wallet like I'm party stashing,
unregretable seminal art flashing.

Art for Birthday

Alex B. Johnson drew this for me; Is it too much?

It was my birthday, his present, my like, love, we had sex, and we don't speak to each other anymore!

It's a great... the day I go on a spin cycle of guys; He, him, get too small to pick up inside like folded and around a tube, brown bathroom paper. That's all I get? I'm fine, see.

Ragga Twins - Bad Man (Skrillex Remix)

Cool green lights going up and down the tattooed chick and skeleton.

Love's Like A Rose

Love is like a rose,
so fresh,
so pure,
so beautiful,
but once down the line,
thorns come and rise
and really just fuck up your life...

all the pain you will feel,
will be in your heart forever more.

By: Brandy Ruiz

Fast, Smooth, Reminder

Niko smooth,
I feel like Timon,
I can give you Pumba if I smoke.

Well, Eat Your Burnt Toast, But Don't Cry About It!

I'm sop smooth like an alligator killer,
I'm so smooth it's like all the muthafuckers on the floor here,
I'm smooth like I got a good deal-er,
I'm so smooth like myself,
I'm so smooth like Felfin,
It reminds me of Alvin, his friend,
like I got something to smoke.

Response to Popular Philosphical Blog

If there was a man in the moon, I'd think it was, "Policia"! (cops)

Times Two 5-8-2015

Our day, my day, is when I get paid.
Let me remind you of my sayings,
I'm born for dismay,
This May!
I remember the day.
It's a man handing out newspapers.
I got let in by the Maid.
My carry-out is when I pay;
One more nickel, dime, this, my card, isn't cheap
when I operate.
"Let It Go" Day is easy.
I carry ID and I'm sleazy.
My music pops when I'm breezy, hot, cold
as I pay with food stamps at the local store
with no baby,
Careful and busy,
Bay waits from afar at his own place;
I'm warm in my brown and white sheets, and blanket,
I don't mean to be detailed, but
Life is a detail,
Life is paper
I agree for so 
I have pages and papers enough to think I was created to own it.

By: Brandy Ruiz
Edit 5-9-2015

Edited 5-13-2024

Lucky Charm 5/8/2015

5/8/2015
Life is sweet
Life is pain
Life is full
Life is rain
Life is the all seeing eye,
yourself,
disgrace,
comedy,
cynical people,
sinicism,
criticism,
disdain.

By: Brandy Ruiz

Sugar! MJ, Please!!

All you're saying is I'm worthless; and we're singing like it's something dumb to get down to the ground. I'm thinking you're full of hallucinations. I want to get up on my toes in my black boots like "Go MJ Go!", but it's just me.

Play Popular, (4/21/15)

The most popular or cruel advanced person answering an awkwardly permissible play in permission, hurting, challenging, grabbing another playtastic popular to accommodate situational space trait treatments is guilty of being and can only be viewed as such periodically. It must be a incomplete, moronic, movement with it. They can or cannot love or be known.

If You Hate This You Have No Self Worth

Playas in the house, if you see your booty bounce.

The Gutty Timeline

I don't want to be their friends if we get along about liking, letting go, and getting together. I got inconclusive, including, the relationship. My friends got more important, but I got more important.

Candy Sonic

The candy Sonic, mmmm. FROM AFAR

It's Taylor Swift - Style

 But it's not the Taylor Swift song I was looking for.

David Guetta - Hey Mama (Lyric video) ft Nicki Minaj & Afrojack

One House Trip in August

9/25/2014 4/29/2015 Edit
I just walked to the store and they asked me where I'm coming from.
Fuck Snoop, this happened to me. They stand next to me.
What you doing at the store?

You talk big things, diamond rings, Lego blocks, colorful socks,
But you just rock!
Blue on my phone,
Don't leave it alone, Heads shake no,
I just let it go.

Flawless it too spoiled.
I'm ignoring little neighbor hood homies,
like there's some more.
But now I'm kissing one,
I ride this too hard, like I need to watch.

Beyoncé, Jay-Z, Teen Wolf,
It's totally in the clear.
That was dope and you don't have to fall on your pillow so hard.
What if Beyoncé gets a nose bleed?
I recognize two demons: I press too hard writing,
I forgot the other, but it had to do with writing.
I've hated my writing for years,
I just remembered, ahead of time.

You

You give me no space to be them.

Shadow Man With Money

Please let this be a lesson to you,
Please let this be a clean needle,
He just wants to be a producer,
He ran away to get cleaner-

about it,
He faked his own death to try to get it all.

By: Brandy Ruiz