Current Event

I read the news paper.
California, Los Angeles Times from Sunday

The Glare

There's no more, there's nothing left, so I'm staying short sighted. I'm standing in the corner waiting on the hold out with my return. I lose conscious and realize my impatience has blistered into heartache. I'm at a loss for words and assistance; the cuddly baby moonlights my body and mind so much that I feel my right eye harden. It's only a matter of time, until I can get away. I need more money. I need the truth. I need a new pair of shoes.
It goes in and out. I can't take that time. I have to make a phone call. My hands ring for you. They have the best grip. I know it's true, but it's not until you tell me how great they feel to you that my excitement leaves and my desperation calms. I can hold it down.
She's loving me. I let her pull my shirt. It's no different than what I thought. I know she's in love. I like her too. I'm taking pictures now and can see the skies clear. This is cleared.
I check the date and I disappear. I'm no where to be found. I chuckle and then go to sleep for the next couple years, checking the mail each day and finding out about the world on the internet. It's the best days that keep me tethered. I has you.

Porter Robinson Tour

 I will never forget this.

Me Ahogo

Te quiero,
"Yo si" no ti no ti
Tambien Tia ti
Ella te vio
Yo te vi "No lo hagas otra vez."
Tambien yo no yo no se pero "Yo si."
"Tengo mas"
No Tio ya ya te vi
Yo lo hize.

We Just Landed

My love!
My doc?!
My duck?
My magic duck?
You know we're stupid.
By: Brandy Ruiz


This proves Katt Williams is truthful, "Either way we're fucking."

LA Clippers at Last

Chris Paul's ball handling skills in the game versus the San Antonio Spurs sounded exemplary. Watch it before 1:35 2nd QTR. It looks like the Spurs worldly suspicion ended with Duncan. Spurs Duncan release of unease was clearly visible at the free throw line. Barnes wants it. The Clippers are at a good game. Farmar looks bad on the bench. The Spurs bench looks good and lively, not like the Clippers' wuhdent. I get it, because I went through it, Blake Griffin can't like us is bullshit. He showed disciple, edge, man, threat, jealousy, and disregard for his fellow 🎭 players. It shows that the newer players want it more, as much, no, MORE.

Take More

I've been doing insane. I need to see a psychiatrist.

I'm Okay. It was a Nasty Fall

I went to Cal, hung out too long, came back super Mexi. I am Chicano god damnit! Lol I just felt a jolt or spring in my step to keep it up. I decided that life stinks. Stalkers suck. He's an idiot. She's a freak. I lose a lot. Hey! I can't always be a freaking winner. The sky is a projector. I like talking back to the fan. I need a date but life be fair!

I've Drifted Long Enough

Hello!
I am writing to let you all know that Bee's Blog will continue to post in reliance to the NEW blog Product of the Populars. There has been some concern as to the pace and the style of each website. There are efforts to continue. Although, I do feel like the NEW blog deserves just as much attention. Thanks for being part of this life long journey.

Sasquatch Stupid Ice Cube

A hunting we will go..

How can you keep writing?
The sentence is too smooth.

"I take deep breathes, like if my last, every time you speak."
     (apologetic sigh)
In my world, in the world, they said, "No." and "Ew."

Animal. Species. Greatness.

You can tell who's playing in each masterpiece.

That's Randy Orton.
     (Oooo)

An expectation: Don't be treated, buy your own ticket.
WELL,
I did buy. The world's biggest sin. I had no idea.
"Sinny sin sin. How's a (20) twinny twin twin?"
!Son culeros!

What's so good about it?
That you're awake. I think a lot.
Can you tell I'm a little off?
The "I have a friend" friend gets to gossip
"Whoo!"

"It's not only frustrating, to be trapped by a word, but fearful."- Brandy Ruiz

No, not everyone's a critic or a f***ing writer.

Open to the Last Word

Hereth it A cometh!

A family trying to take advantage of party style:

Give it to me
Straight to it
Go do it
I'ma chew it
Go on blew it.

Thank you, Thank you very much!

Is this Asian or Mexican?

But why you tell us?
"Honey are we there yet?"

Somewhere, white people are laughing at me to make me feel ignorant.

Here I A cometh!
Bubble
Stretch the bubble
(He gets smart. I get quiet.)

Was that the question?
The social script was cut in half or in thirds.
And there's not enough fantasy.

It makes someone similar talk.
Cheap bastard!

The need to feel important.
Here goes, here goes!

I'm a Queen in my room
A King in the streets
A princess on the staircase
And a prince in the kitchen.

RIP
David R.

This Is Too Much Like uhHappy Feet!

This video should be watched with Queen- Somebody to Love.

Who is Josy's JAM?! Nice Dance

Love the white tutu and the dancing. Kinda, wish it was me. !INSPIRATION!

Here's One Shot from My Head

Titleless

He thought it was about the virtual room.

I could make it real.

Is that the guy that got shot?

Rounds on the Block,

loads were made on the clock.

Were they delivered?

By: Brandy Ruiz

Here's a Sample of my Response to his Death: West L.A. College

David was the most annoying guy. (Love! <3 a="" all="" attention.="" available.="" family="" good="" he="" him="" his="" image...="" in="" is="" made="" name.="" scholarship="" take="" the="" to="" tried="" we="" well.="">

Brandy went to Cal where she learned how to dance in public spaces.

Heather still makes drunken calls to the future.
Eileen grew a third head. No joke. That's one bragging cookie.
Scott's partying too.

Did everyone find community college helpful? Questions?

In Loving Memory of David R. Rodriguez Student, Friend, and ASO Secretary

It Goes with a Ranchera, homeboy.

Behavior that Fuuhhks...Fly Seagulls Fly!

I Leave My Nest

I leave my nest tomorrow. The road will be long, but worth every mile. My parents are coming with me. I'm truly blessed to have them in my life. They've been unbelievably supportive of every decision I've made since I started community college in winter of 2007...As I sit here, on my bed, childhood memories rush through my mind like water rushes through a broken dam. I've let down my guard and I'm allowing myself to feel. I laugh and I cry. I've been through so much bullshit, this blessing is actually hard for me to accept...I still feel like I'm wandering through life without purpose, but this move feels right. That little voice inside my head has tried to break me down with negative thoughts lately, but I haven't allowed fear of change to get the best of me. I'm starting to see that life is about trials and tribulations, but with love we can overcome.

She's Been Right All Along

Oh my God, this week has been a battle! I'm glad none of my friends live close enough to hear my mother and I bicker. Every time my mom tells me to do something, I put up a fight thinking I'm right. After doing, whatever it is we were arguing about, my way, I realize that I should just give in because she is in fact always right! I have to admit that her way of doing things tends to produce satisfying outcomes. But I don't think about this. I'm quick to think she does or says things to embarrass me, or push my buttons, when she's actually just looking out for my best interest. We live and we learn. LOL!

I'm Doing Something Right...

My "Bon Voyage Party" was great. What party? My going away party!  It was yesterday at my friend Holly's house. She's awesome by the way. Anyway, a few of my good friends came to hangout with me before my move to Berkeley next week. We drank some wine, ate "Brandycake", talked about school, and opened cool gifts. It feels really good to know how much people care about me.

Every gift was special. I'm especially fond of the Sony Reader Touch Edition my sisters gifted me with, and the grey winter coat my good friend, Heather, gave me. They will definitely come in handy when school starts. Oh, I also like the gift cards, soft black scarf, photo calender of me, laundry and school supplies...okay, so I like everything! I really was only expecting like one gift...the gift of "love". Awww! LOL! So, knowing that people went out of their way to provide me with items I will need to be secure, pleases me. It shows that I'm doing something right and that I am worthy of affection. Okay, I know...my low self-esteem is showing!

How are all of you doing, anyway? Any new things planned for the year? I wish you all much success in all your endeavors! Stay up! ~Bee