Integrity

Why is it so difficult for people to follow through with what they say? This concept of integrity has been ingrained in my mind, by a close friend, which makes it a challenge to contradict. I am not even close to completing college and have noticed that I am wearing down dealing with insignificant issues. I am in “fuck-it” mode right now. She made me aware of this yesterday in a conversation we had via text. She always brings me back to reality. Sometimes that makes me mad. It's easy to start your own world and forget about the present. I am blessed to have a friend like her. She is almost always right. I can't blame anyone but myself for my actions. I am in control of the outcome.